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Monday, June 4, 2018

Installing openconnect (centOS anyconnect) on centOS 6.7 (cloudera quickstart VM)

I stumbled across this unique problem that I needed to connect to Cisco VPN inside VM and also wanted to use hadoop distribution.
Both of above require a VM because if I connect to VPN I lose internet connection which I did not want, so only option was to use VM for VPN(Windows was preferred choice as Cisco client was readily available)
For running hadoop distribution, I had more options(I can install on my laptop, run cloudera VM, run cloudera docker image etc). But cloudera VM looked like the easiest one.
Now the problem was I cannot run 2 VM at the same time as it would too heavy for my laptop.

So I tried running cloudera docker image on native OS and running VM for VPN work. This did not work as docker requires Hyper-V to be enabled and VMWare cannot run with Hyper-V enabled. So basically I was not able to start cloudera docker and VM at the same time.
So the only option was to run VM nested ie run cloudera VM inside VPN VM.
or alternatively, run cloudera docker image inside VPN VM. If you really want to try this, you will have to enable Hyper-V inside VMWare player inside CPU settings on your native OS.

Running cloudera VM inside windows VM would have been too heavy.  I did not try this. Docker image looked ok, but that too did not work for me easily, so I left it there.

Finally what looked more promising was installing Cisco VPN inside cloudera VM. This looked reasonable as I needed to do lightweight stuff only(few ssh and browser) after connecting to VPN.

So I started exploring that option. Its simple enough but not very clear as its not official.

Finally here is the recipe for connection to Cisco AnyConnect from CentOS.

Cisco AnyConnect is not officially supported on linux. Neither there is any client available from cisco.
However, there are some tools/libraries already built, so we can still connect. I was on CentOS 5.6 version.

You can check version of your linux system is lsb_release -a command.

here is output for cloudera VM -

[cloudera@quickstart ~]$ lsb_release  -a
LSB Version: :base-4.0-amd64:base-4.0-noarch:core-4.0-amd64:core-4.0-noarch
Distributor ID: CentOS
Description: CentOS release 6.7 (Final)
Release: 6.7
Codename: Final

Now to install anyconnect compatible library, you can use following RPM. If you scroll down on following link, all instructions are mentioned and if you follow, it just works after doing that.

https://centos.pkgs.org/7/epel-x86_64/openconnect-7.06-1.el7.x86_64.rpm.html


openconnect-7.06-1.el7.x86_64.rpm
Description
openconnect - Open client for Cisco AnyConnect VPN
This package provides a client for the Cisco AnyConnect VPN protocol, which
is based on HTTPS and DTLS. 

 This is all you need to do. Download RPM, go to RPM directory and then first install epel and then install openconnect as following -

Install Howto

    Download the latest epel-release rpm from
    http://dl.fedoraproject.org/pub/epel/7/x86_64/
    Install epel-release rpm:
    # rpm -Uvh epel-release*rpm
    Install openconnect rpm package:
    # yum install openconnect

After this you just need to connect like this -

openconnect (your cisco server)
Connected to HTTPS on (your cisco server)
Please enter your username and password.
GROUP: [zzz|yyy|xxx]:(enter logical name from the given options)
Please enter your username and password.
Username:
Password:
POST https://
(your cisco server)/+webvpn+/index.html
Got CONNECT response: HTTP/1.1 200 OK
CSTP connected. DPD 30, Keepalive 20
Connected as 
(your cisco server/or some other IP), using SSL
Established DTLS connection (using OpenSSL). Ciphersuite AES256-SHA.
Now you are connected to VPN!!

After this keep this terminal open and you are connected to VPN. Established connection is the last message, dont expect done/success message.

References and thanks -
1) This blog really helped and gave me some confidence that this is possible. Though the instructions have changed now and you dont need to do anything else apart from mentioned above. Its just 1 line instruction now.
https://sites.google.com/site/nandydandyoracle/centos7/centos7-desktop/cisco-anyconnect-vpn-centos-7

2) You can see if following helps you. But for me all steps were not clear and that blog is too old. So wont suggest relying on it.
http://people.fas.harvard.edu/~pdurbin/blog/2011/09/15/getting-the-cisco-anyconnect-vpn-client-to-work-on-centos-6-x86_64.html

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Automatic transmission problems

I recently had a chance to drive i10 automatic. I have i10 manual, so I can easily sense the differences. Here I would like to talk about disadvantages or rather side effects of automatic transmission compared to manual. Note that this is non tiptronic auto.

1. Overtaking is tricky on automatics. Mainly because power delivery is not predictable. You may get used to it, but its still tricky. If you press throttle hard because you want to overtake quickly, transmission shifts to lower gear and hence instead of quick push there is only engine noise. RPM can jump to as high as 6k in such cases and there is no acceleration advantage. This might not be applicable for other auto transmissions but my guess is that situation would be similar.

2. Braking appears non responsive. Mainly because even when accelarator is depressed, engine still delivers some power to wheels. This can only be undone by shifting to Neutral(N) is such cases. But in general braking is inferior than manual one.

3. Car feels lethargic than it is. Manual delivers power when needed hence auto appears lethargic than manual. May be some power is lost in auto transmission, but its mostly because transmission is always at optimal setting, which is not tuned for power. Manual definitely feels more peppier.

4. Automatic has another fluid which needs to be changed after specified interval. This interval quite high like 30000km in case of i10, but still its an extra expenditure.

5. Automatic is very easy to drive at city speeds and also less tiring but do not offer any advantage for highway drives.

Thats it for this post that I can think of...

Xperia ZL review

Well well well. Finally I got myself new android smart phone Xperia ZL by Sony.

I now with that my posts are small so here is quick review.

Pros-
1. Excellent fit and finish. I got red one which looks extremely gorgeous. When compared to Samsung devices those feel like generation older than my phone. Front is like black slab with no sensors visible at all. Black is of matte plastic, very comfortable to hold. Also its very compact even though it has 5 inch screen.

2. Excellent razor sharp display. I just cant explain how sharp it is. Lower ppi phones now look eyesore.

3. Expandable memory, fm radio, descent battery - few things which are difficult to find nowadays in high end devices.

Performance is excellent and other things are very good too. So next I will talk about cons and some issues which people seem to be concerned with.

Cons -
1. Camera is not that great. Ok, you will here this a lot. Here is my take on this.
Camera is 13mp, at this insane resolution, if you look for per pixel detail, then those are not there. But image quality is very good at web/screen/print resolutions. For all practical purposes this is enough and very good. Also, this lack of clarity is mostly software related, and sony image sensor and lens definitely looks capable of generating very good photos, so firmware updated might fix this as well. Overall, camera is good if not best.

2. Screen viewing angles are moderate. This is not really false. This is not IPS display, but colors dont invert when angle changes. Saturation and contrast is affected but its not much. Display is good and extremely sharp.

3. Spearker volume / in call clarity is not very good. Agreed that voice appears a bit muffled on default setting, but this can be easily corrected by using 'bright' equilizer for in call volume. Speaker volume in good and very loud, no issues there.

4. Battery life is bad - Battery is sufficient for moderate one day use. This is roughly 3hrs of screen on time with 2G data active all the time and more than 220 random apps installed. Rss feeds, news feed, email, whats app syncing all the time. This to me is descent battery life, its nothing great. But having 440ppi screen would mean that battery would drain fast when screen is on.
Also I have not observed substantially better battery life with other phones like samsung galaxy grand. Another point is that, if battery lasts 1.4 days, its of little use as you will need to charge it anyway on daily bases. Only advantage is that it gives you more headroom. But this battery is easily managable.

Also video times are excellent in my opinion, I could watch 40min of video with 10% battery which roughly equals to 6hrs of video time, which is very good in my opinion.

At last what I would have liked to be added -
- Battery life should have been better. Sony could have reduced the ppi to increase battery life and I would have been very happy.
- Battery should have been user replaceable. This device is not waterproof, so I dont know why its not user replaceable. The battery is eventually going to die and that thought scares me. Battery could be replaced at service center, but say after 2 years if battery is no more available then? Also I did not like battery location, if you look at ZL disassembly video, battery is located just behind the screen and a lot of components need to be removed are reattached to replace the battery. I dont know why Sony opted for such weird location . This also means the when battery heats, it heats up screen and other circuits as well, this is would only reduce phone life in my opinion.
- Because of the way xperia Z is marketed, there are very few ZL buyers and hence there are lesser dev support for ZL. All xperia Z development might work for ZL, but its not guaranteed.

 So thats all I can think about ATM. See you soon

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

bhandardara भंडारदरा

Bhandardara is a good place to go, especially in monsoon. I am from Pune so please note that all my references are with respect to Pune.

This is roughly 190km away from Pune but takes "at least" 5hrs to travel by own vehicle. So keep this in mind and start early if you are planning to go there. Bhandardara could also be approached from Mumbai side but I dont have the details. One day return plan from Pune looks very ambitious.
If you are approaching from Pune then you will have to follow Pune-Nashik highway upto Sangamner. In Sangamner, you will need to take left turn for Bhandardara (Akole अकोले). In Sangamner, do not follow Google Map route, as its a very congested and small road. Instead ask somebody for bigger and longer road.
Please do not take the shorter route that Google Map suggests from Pune to Bhandardara. It was learned that road from Bote(बोटे) (or any other suggested route) is shorter but its very small road and road condition is not guaranteed. I have not traveled by this route, so this may not be correct. Use your own discretion here.

If you are travelling from Pune do not miss the sharp left U turn before bridge near randha falls. Else you would reach Mumbai-Nashik highway. Its easy to miss this turn. Thanks to GPS, we did not miss it.
All hotels are located at Shendi(शेंडी) bhandardara. Actual bhandardara is a very small village and is located in front of the dam wall. Shendi is at higher elevation on the right side of dam wall.

Bhandardara is a small place so make sure that you have essential numbers with you. If you are planning to stay there, which you will if you are travelling from Pune, try to book the hotel beforehand. We went adhoc and had very difficult time finding a place to stay.
Very few accommodation options are available including MTDC, Yash resort, Yash agri and Anandwan, which all were full when we went there(except Yash agri).

Yash resort has prohibitive price in range of 3000 per night. MTDC would be much affordable. When we went there, it was late(10PM) and it was difficult to even locate hotels. Yash resort/MTDC was full but security guard there was kind enough to come with us all the way to Yash agri to check the accommodation availablity. Yash agri is away from Yash resort and its near impossible to find it on your own if you are travelling after sunset.
Yash agri has cottage like appearance but its not very good. There were different types of insects and lighting was less than adequate. We had no other option hence had to stay there, but I would suggest to avoid it. In all honesty, we are thankful that they offered accommodation but its very very difficult to stay there.

Coming to site seeing, bhandardara itself is a dam so backwater, river, scenic view, boat ride is all there to be seen. There is also spill gate(overflow gate) which is unique in my opinion. I have not seen such gate elsewhere. When water overflows from there, it would be impressive for sure. In addition, there is garden located in front of the dam wall. In monsoon, when water is released, water flows over huge rock and you can see the umbrella fall from garden. Note that if dam is not full, water is not released and you wont be able to catch umbrella falls. Hence travelling in mid-late august is suggested. Garden in itself has nothing special, but it has stunning dam wall view and river flowing nearby.

You can travel to Ratanwadi(रतनवाडी) which is 14km away. You will need to follow road on the left bank of the dam to reach ratanwadi. There is old shiva temple of Amruteshwar mahadev (also called Rataneshwar mahadev, रतनेश्वर महादेव, अम्रुतेश्वर महादेव) there which is worth the watch. It dates back to 8th century. Its not a big temple, but its beautiful. Also the way towards temple is littered with waterfalls and road itself is very scenic. Road is ok in condition with small potholes here and there but nothing to worry about.

You can go to Ratangad(रतनगड), Kalasubai(कळसुबाई, highest peak in Sahyadri range at the height of 1646m/5400ft), Konkan kada(कोकण कडा), ghat devi temple, agasti ashram if you have time. From konkan kada, you can see konkan and sahydri ranges from distance. We did not go there.

There is also randha(रंधा) falls which is 8km before bhandardara. This is huge fall and has large water flow(if you travel at right time). Height is impressive too, but you cannot approach this waterfall from bottom. So you wont get complete and proper view of the fall, neither will you be able to witness its roaring sound. Never the less, its good place to see. There is also a small bandhara(बंधारा, small dam)  nearby where you can enjoy water.

Overall, its a nice place to visit in monsoon for special reasons mentioned above, but in other seasons too, you can witness Sahyadri ranges and water. Make sure the you have place to stay and expect calm and serene environment, instead of man made attractions. If possible, trek to Ratangad, Kalasubai is a must do.

I will soon upload few photos here so check back soon if you are interested in "ankho dekha hal" :)

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Buying the tablet - 2

So that was all going through my head, and finally I made my decision. What follows is thorough discussion on how I reached this decision.

I was looking for cheap tablet, but that does not mean that I wanted it as cheap as possible. I wanted something which would work properly and which would offer acceptable compromises.

Display
I already decided screen size and 8 inch was the way to go. But resolution was something which I was not too much concerned with. Now a days, In 5 inch phones its normal to see 1920x1280 or like resolution. Its great to have, but for tablets its not required. P88 has 1024x768 resolution. And believe me, it appears mediocre but its very very good. I dont find any need for higher resolution, but obviously if you are expecting retina display like sharpness, its not the case here(especially for text).
Point to note here is, typical viewing distance of tablet is higher than phone and hence lower resolution has lesser effect. Also it depends upon quality of display. Small text is somewhat ugly, but its not a major issue.

So resolution is something you can let go but IPS panel HAS to be there. I have a laptop which has pathetic viewing angles. Even when screen tilts by 5degrees or you move your head by couple of inches colors follow all shades in shade card and you see never before seen picture :P So I did not want this to happen for tablet. IPS panel has great viewing angles and saturation/contrast change is very minimal. So I would say this is must have feature. Some chinese manufacturers falsely advertise MVA matrix as IPS, so you need to be careful there. In case of P88, it has IPS panel and its viewing angles are excellent. Its also very bright indoors. In fact if you are watching some high quality image and you put it on table, it almost feels like printed image. However, in sunlight screen washes out and its barely readable.

CPU and GPU
Android requires lot of power to run. Even when you forgo OS, its always good to have excellent CPU as applications are going to get CPU hungry day by day and in general their complexity is going to increase; so its very important to have good CPU. P88 has dual core CPU clocked at 1.6Ghz which is extremely good.
Multiple cores are good to have, but in general having quad or octa core does not scale the performance linearly. So dual core was good enough for me. Also higher clock matters if you want good responsivness. So rk3066 offers excellent clock speed too. In some cases, advertised clock rates make the system unstable and consume battery a lot so actual retail versions of the same product has clock rates reduced.

GPU in my opinion is not as important, but games and other functions like HD video playback etc require this, so if you intend to play games then this should be sufficiently good. P88 has Mali-400 GPU which is good if not excellent. Here again, I was ready for compromise but I did not want a slouch either.

Antutu score of 10600 is excellent and Samsung Galaxy tab 2 cannot match these scores for sure. High end android tabs might be able to outperform this but then they cost at least thrice what P88 costs.

Other stuff
Camera was not important for me. But I preferred tablet having front cam, just in case I want to use it for skype call etc. But back camera is redundant in my opinion. You dont carry tablet around like you carry your phone anyway. For serious use, most of the people use real digital camera. So I did not care about the camera much. Though P88 has 3.5mp camera at back, its very poor quality. Front cam is also very dark but with sufficient light you can have video chat if you want.

Charging port is micro USB in case of P88. Its not very useful as you will have to let go the only USB port you have when you charge the tablet, because of this. I would prefer separate charging port. But there are few options in that regard. Also having proprietary connector would create problems in case if charger breaks, so having micro USB is good in that sense.

It has 3.5mm audio out and HDMI out. I have never used HDMI out, and it was not on my priority list. It has micro sd slot upto 32GB which was very important for me.
16GB of internal memory offered is great. I could have chosen the same tablet even if it had 8GB or lesser memory but 16 gigs was more than enough and I did not require any additional memory card because of this, at least initially.

Battery
Now this was other parameter which was deal breaker for me. P88 offers good battery life in my opinion. Having at least 4000mah for 8 inch tablet is important. But remember that battery usage also depends on kind of cpu/gpu you have. Well known cpu/gpu draw are more memory efficient. P88 offers at least 4hrs of video playback which is ok.
Here I did not want cheap battery which would last only couple of hours. I did not want any cheap battery which might explode either. So I feel you should not buy ultra cheap things as battery would be big question mark in that case. So when you choose your tablet, pay attention to ownership reports for battery performance.

Design and build quality is excellent in this case. No squicks at all. No gaps and excellent finish. Bezel is small and if you want you can hold it in one hand over your palm. But its slightly wider than ipad mini, so its not very comfortable to hold that way for me. But it gives you larger bezel than ipad mini, so its easy to hold any orientation with normal grip(like you hold a book)

Now the let downs -
Wifi
I read about many good chinese tablets having poor wifi connectivity. Either those used to offer unstable wifi, where it catches the signal but data speed never picks up and drops to zero then again normal etc; or it does not detect network at all after you are say 50feet away. So pay attention to those details as well. Not having 3g and bluetooth means good wifi is very essential. P88 was not reported to have these issues. But my dlink router somehow seems to have problems with this tablet. Its an old router which does not support N standard, but still other devices work properly with it, so I wonder why only this tablet fails. So I do have unstable wifi with my P88, but I am blaming my router for this. I do get connection but speed often drops and time out errors are common. But this may not be tablet issue.

System stability
This is difficult to verify unless you have the table itself in your hand. IAfter using it for some time, it gave 'unfortunately xxx has stopped' kind of errors. Those would appear for almost all the apps like launcher, gcore etc and I wasnt able to see my home screen. Reboot helps at times but not always
When this happened for the first time, I had to reset my phone, which deleted all the apps and data.
Then I flashed custom firmware 'winter in russia' by ruslankin(big thanks to him) http://www.slatedroid.com/topic/63010-%C2%ABwinter-in-russia%C2%BB/ which had CWM built in. Then I wiped dalvik cache, cache and fixed permissions and that problem went away.

But I have faced this problem quite a few times(at least 5-6 times in last 3 months) but above mentioned solution worked in all the cases. Once when it happened, my entire home screen was reset. This is annoying, especially when you start your tablet and it doesnt work. I dont know the problem for sure, may be its app or corrupt memory or something else, but its fixable so I am happy for now.

Accelerometer
This is very noisy, even when you put your tablet on table, accelorometer output keeps fluctuating. This is big issue for some games and for some apps like google sky map. I hope this could be fixed by firmware updates, but it wasnt fixed in last 2-3 firmware revisions, so I think its hardware issue.

Touchscreen is good in general. But touching small areas like cross to close the tab in browser, or to reload page, or to select piece of text, or to position cursor to correct spelling could be annoying at times. In case of closing tabs, touch wont be registered at all or it might do something else; basically touch at times get sensed at undesired location.
While positioning the cursor, lets say to correct spelling, you require immense accuracy. If you have not zoomed in to sufficiently large size, when you move your finger away from screen(untouch) cursor might move to adjacent character.

So finally, overall I am happy with my purchase of Teclast P88. I bought it from aliexpress for approx $140 in April 2013. If you are not going to use it for work, its an excellent tablet to have. For any serious stuff like work, wifi and stability are question marks. So if you use it carefully(like installing only required apps), it might serve that purpose as well.
I intend to use it for on the go stuff like reading books, watching videos and games. It performs those functions very well.
Teclast has done excellent job and putting cost down and still maintaining quality in all areas is difficult. Teclast would surely improve things as they go ahead.

So thats all about my review cum buying guide and it was a loong post. So I would stop here. But I think that what parameters I considered for buying would be helpful for others and review might help somebody to make the decision. So thats it for now... Happy buying!

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Buying the tablet

My beloved Nokia 5800 XpressMusic phone is showing its age. Not that it failed on any hardware part, but the Symbian OS now seems and feels unbearably old.
However, what it used to achieve with its puny 450ish MHz clock and some 128MB of RAM and 81MB of internal memory was very good.

So, I was thinking about having a go at Android, but latter thought, why not try the latest trend : Tablet!
It seemed perfectly good option for trying new software platform and also to try never before tried form factor. That was the point when seriously started thinking about buying the tablet.

Note that tablet is not phone. Portability of your phone is unbeatable. Having feature rich phone is much much more useful than tablet. You can use your phone to capture moments, as mp3 player, for taking notes(your purchases, text notes, your card numbers etc), for navigation, for communication(voice call, data call, sms, bluetooth file transfer, chat), as browser, to check mails, alarm clock etc. Tablet can have these functions too, but the fact that its not portable and its not with you always makes many of these functions unusable. On the other hand watching videos, reading books is much more enjoyable on tablet. Playing games too is much more pleasing on tablet. So having immensely tablet was not my priority and in general I think that its not required. Having cutting edge phone is much more productive than having cutting edge tablet. However, tablet can perform some  functions of laptop and hence for some people stuff like checking mails, browsing, 3g connectivity might be important while considering the tablet. But still I feel that other uses that I mentioned first are not possible with form factor of the tablet.

Now, being in India, there were very few branded options. Apple Ipad, Asus transformer are out of reach because of their price. Google nexus 7 and Samsung tab appeared good options, but nexus 7 was still not available. Also nexus has serious limitation of non expandable memory and quiet frankly I was unhappy with the fact that Asus would launch it in India in June 2013, mostly because newer version of nexus would appear in the west :x
Coming to Samsung, it was a good choice too. The lowest Samsung tab was priced for around 13000 INR which was very aggressive pricing.

But when I tried 7inch tabs, I was overwhelmingly disappointed(This is another time when I really appreciate Apple for introducing 8inch size, Apple designers proved their excellence yet again).
I do not understand why 16:9 aspect ratio was selected for tablets. This ratio makes PDF, web pages reading extremely uncomfortable.
Imagine rotating your monitor vertically. Agreed, that we read PDF on monitor quiet comfortably, but somehow, on tablet it looks really small. If you try to read it in landscape mode, there are too few lines on screen and you will need to scroll frequently, while in portrait mode, you cannot fit the page by width as it becomes too small to read.
8 inch is perfect size for reading here, in landscape mode there would be enough lines to read before you scroll and in portrait mode you can fit entire page and still read it!

I decided to buy tablet mainly for making my travelling time more productive. Read PDFs and other ebooks, watch movies/videos, play puzzle games 3G connectivity was not a priority for me. Another potential use was to use it for playing MP3/FLAC to my dedicated speakers and if all else fails then use it as photo frame! 8 inch is a perfect size to do all these things.

As a start, chinese tabs appeared very good option. I was not sure about the usefulness of tablet as I prefer my laptop for any meaningful work and I dont need to work while travelling as such. So tablet was more or less redundant for me, hence was ready for calculated compromise.
Chinese tablets looked like godsend alternative. It was cheap, it was value for money, quality was acceptable, it could be ordered online and it had good combination of required features!
So that's how I finally ordered my Teclast P88 tablet.

A quick look at the features -
Excellent IPS screen with good resolution
Very thin at just 9.6mm(same as Samsung galaxy S3), 8 inch size with narrow bezel, White color
Rockchip 3066 dual core CPU clocked at 1.6Ghz
Mali-400 GPU
1GB of RAM
16GB of internal memory
10600 AnTuTu score. Many latest android phones/tablets struggle in 6-8 range of AnTuTu score and cost 15-20k INR. So this score by this tablet is AMAZING.

Only setbacks are - has dodgy wifi in my case for old dlink router(this is mostly routers fault, but not able to verify independently), but many others say that wifi is excellent; and poor camera, I have not used this camera except for initial testing, its THAT bad; and not to forget crappy accelerometer, orientation change is piece of cake but accelerometer has too much noise and it does not stay at constant value which makes playing accelerometer games imprecise and boring, may be it firmware, may be its hardware, I dont know at this point of time.

Next I would talk about my step by step feature consideration and final purchase. So fasten your seat belts and enjoy the blabber.


Sunday, January 6, 2013

My tryst with Linux

Well, I hope that this would turn out to be short and sweet(useful) post.

Since my college(2003-2007) days I have tried many flavors of linux. And my experience, well, has not been that encouraging. IMHO Linux falls short in 2 main areas 1 - hardware support for different types of hardwares 2 - out of the box working softwares. That seem to have changed in recent years. Internet is still essential resource if you want your Linux running smoothly.

At that time, I tried ubuntu, Suse, fedora, red hat, centos, mandriva and what not. They all used to work to some extent but configuring my combination of hardware was overwhelming task for all those distros. Display, sound, mouse, modem anything used to go wrong. Fixing it used to take painful patience and diligence. Worst of all, whatever tricks, tips you tried 6 months back wont work on other hardware/distribution/version/etc/etc. In short, your hard earned knowledge wouldnt stand a chance against the wave of time.

This changed and when I got my laptop(2010) first thing I tried was fedora. This was mostly a good experience, however, I would still not suggest Linux for starters. Windows is an extremely safe and stable bet, and of course its much more productive.
Almost everything worked at that time except wi-fi card. With some googling, I was able to fix that. Still, there was persistent issue of laptop overheating. I did try to resolve it, but it did not work. Using powertop, lm_sensors, lspci, HD SMART utilities did not have much impact. Laptop becomes blazing hot in summer and unbearable in other seasons. It wont shut down because of overheating or anything but I feared that it would melt the plastic parts eventually.

Come to 2013, and I tried fedora 17. This was even better experience as I got everything working out of the box including wi-fi card. Also, having running and stable internet means that I can install/uninstall easily. Otherwise, I would say that its still extremely difficult to make your Linux work properly without internet connection. There are a few thing which needed tweaks. So here is my take on fedora 17 -


You will need to add few more things to default fedora 17 post installation.
- get yourself acquainted with yum
- install non-free repositories
- install vlc and other utilities which would make mp3/video playback possible (yum install gstreamer gstreamer-plugins-good gstreamer-plugins-bad gstreamer-plugins-ugly gstreamer-ffmpeg vlc)
Also I did -
 - Enable gnome advance options[which are not so advance] (yum install gnome-tweak-tool)
- Enable power-off option under username menu (yum install gnome-shell-extensions-alternative-status-menu)
- install gnome extensions, easiest way is it open extension in firefox and switch on, this installs it automatically.
- install better install manger (yum install yumex)

I again had problem with overheating of laptop. I tried many suggestions mentioned on internet forums but thread like view provided by forums does not help much. In many cases solution works partially and reading entire thread becomes very confusing. So here is gist of what I gathered-

If you have ATI graphics card and newer laptop, chances are that you might face the problem of laptop overheating. This is mainly because of mismanaged power profile of the graphics card. Since GPU is always forced to run under high profile mode, it consumes lot of battery and overheats. To avoid this you can try -

echo profile > /sys/class/drm/card0/device/power_method
echo low > /sys/class/drm/card0/device/power_profile

What this would essentially do is, it would set power profile for your graphics card to 'low'. Now, this worked in my case to an extent but it was not complete solution.

Default ATI drivers that come with fedora 17 are good from behavior perspective. There is no flicker, videos work and all, only there is problem with power consumption. Now, installing other drivers might solve this power problem(as suggested on forums). But this installation is not straight forward. ATI dropped support for older graphics card and hence latest drivers may not work. This happened in my case. Also, drivers available on ATI site are not available for fedora.  I have Dell Inspiron laptop with ATI 550v card and latest ATI catalyst driver 12.10 does not work in my case. 12.6 should work for legacy cards, as per forums. So after numerous yum install and yum history rollback, I decided to try something on my own. Copy-pasting exact commands on forums did not help in my case. Finally, what I tried was -
yum install xorg-x11-drv-catalyst-legacy.x86_64

This fixed my problem! Now, I have cooler laptop and fully supported driver too!

Now that its working properly, here are some serious advantages of Linux which I would like to mention.
- start within minute, so its very useful when you need quick start
- its a great learning tool
- many free softwares could be easily found and used(like libre office suite, vlc), which may or may not be present on windows(shell scripting, cron, grep etc is not easily available on windows)
- its virus and bloat free. even when you use linux for years, it wont get bloated and would start withing minutes

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Spending Model

The other day I was thinking about my spendings. Once in a while I get puzzled when I look into by bank account. When I introspect, almost always I feel like I have been victim of some online security intrusion and my money has been transferred into some hackers account.
But when I look more carefully, though, I realize that its not the case. All my money was and is still there with me. But somehow my spending has been more than what I thought.

Also I am kind of thrifty(my friends might say that this is good use of euphemism). But its true that I and many of us are not able to judge if any perticuler good or commodity is worth its values or not. When buying something, there are many criterias that one can apply. Quality and brand name are some of the very important ones. However, in some cases, its difficult to choose the way as all options have similar weight. Also there are cases when you can't really comment whether its ok to spend given amount of money for something.

I was thinking about this and it was difficult to objectively judge spending decisions. Then I came up with this very simple spending model which can explain if something is worth spending the money on. This helped me a lot to determine few over spendings and in some cases justify/oppose certain spending decisions.

This simple model goes like this -
spending worthiness index(index) = (your monthly salary/100[gc]*expected utility duration[ud] of the product in months)*(importance multiplier[im])/product value

gc - goods count(no of things you wish to buy in a month time), standard value is 100
sf - salary fraction = your monthly salary/gc
ud - utility duration in months(time for which good will last/good would be retired, whichever is earlier)
im - importance multiplier(how much the good is important, alternate way to calculate is - 100/no of such goods you need in your lifetime(applicable for non moveable assets mainly))

if product value < (your monthly salary/100*expected utility duration of the product in months)*(importance multiplier)

For normal people with normal salary/income, this 100 coefficient is good enough. You can alter it to some extent according to your position.
Importance multiplier is usually a whole number and equal to 1 for all normal scenarios. You can decide this number yourself, but general observation is for certain luxury goods, this is higher. 

Now if product value is more(or index is lesser than 1), then obviously you are over spending. If its less(or index is higer than 1) then that prodct is worth. Now, it should be noted that for certain product catagories this importance multiplier is not equal to one. In such cases all other products in the same catagory should be evaluated with that multiplier and conclusion should be reached.

Now some real world example,
Lets say I have monthly salary of 25000, and I have bought Nokia 5800 for 18000rs 3yrs back. Now, I am thinking about buying a new phone. When should I buy a new phone?
According to spending model that was mentioned, I have used the phone for 12*3=36 months. 250rs is monthly allocation. Which means, in 3 yrs I have used 36*250=9000rs out of initial spending of 18000. This means that after 3 more years I should start thinking about new phone.

How about a watch? How much you should spend on it? Usually we use watch for more than 5yrs. 12*5=60months. Considering 25k/pm salary, it comes to 250[sf]*60[ud]=15000. Which means you can easily go for swatch/rado watch! Its really worth. it!

For your own house -
You would use it for 30yrs, which means 30*12=360months. 360(ud)*250(sf)=90000. Now this is completely wrong. For such assets, importance coefficient of 10 or more could be applied.

For a car,
utility duration = 10yrs = 120[ud]*250[sf]*10[im]=300000rs.

There is another perspective to the importance coefficient. This should be chosen as -
importance multiplier=100/number of similar things that you wish to have

For example, you might want to own 3 houses. Which means im of 100/3=33 should be applied. If you recalculate again then this is now this is closer to what we usually spend to own a house in bigger cities like Pune.

Similarly for car, if you start at the age of 25, you might own 4 cars in you life time. 100/4=25. If you apply  im of 25 then you can spend 120[ud]*250[sf]*25[im]=7.5lakh for car.

How about some commodities? Is pizza worth? Is pavbhaji worth?
pizza : utility duration - 1/30month but probably you eat pizza once in a week, so its 7/30. now 7/30*250=53rs. But pizza is much more costly than 53rs. Which means we are definitely over spending! This also means that you should eat pizza once in 5 months to make it worth. However, pavbhaji is a worthy spending as it costs closer to 53rs and hence you can eat pavbhaji once a week :)

If you calculate most of the good's cost you will realize that this model fits well in most of the scenarios. But there are some definite outliers.

Now some reasoning behind this model -
gc of 100 is chosen because with this value, meaning is, you can buy 100 such things in a month. If you count all things that you buy in a month(even commodities like bread, biscuit, subji, wheat, rice, CDs etc) 100 is a good and large enough number.
Utility duration is important as the amount of time perticular thing lasts varies. Short utility value things cannot be costly as one cannot afford it
Similarly, there is importance attached to some things like car, house or your hobbies, so in such cases higher coefficient could be applied.

Its kind of tricky to find out utility duration and importance multiplier, but in most cases you can find some aggreeable and correct number or you can deduce that number from other thing in that catagory(like pizza vs pavbhaji comparison). Also you can apply usual notions of something being more useful or more costly to alter [im], but 1 is a good default. Like non veg food is more costly than veg food is acceptable and hence non veg food has higher [im]. Or education might be costly, but its very important so its ok to use unusually high importance multiplier for it.

So try using this simple but useful model which can explain your spending decisions to some extent at least. This should give you a good baseline...

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Petrol Car vs Diesel Car

I was searching on this topic when I wanted to buy new car. There is plenty of information available but I did not find anything targeted specifically at what I was looking for. Here is kind of consolidated list of all the arguments, my own thoughts and my conclusion. For other things, interested people can have a look at Team BHP site, http://www.team-bhp.com/
You will find most of your car queries answered there.

Coming back to the topic, When going for new car, apart from the company and model, you have the choice about the fuel. So which fuel you should use?
There is significant cost difference between initial price of petrol and diesel vehicle. Price wise diesel car would become preferable only if you are able save enough money (because of cheaper fuel and better mileage of diesel) to compensate for this initial price difference.

Petrol prices are lower in India than diesel. Reason for this is not very technical. Its mostly because diesel is subsidized. Diesel is used in heavy vehicles for Good's transport and hence the subsidization. This keeps the commodity prices low as transportation cost is reduced. Many car manufacturers manipulate this basic price difference and come up with car engines that can consume Diesel. Diesel engine cars are not very popular in western countries and also all premium vehicles almost exclusively run on Petrol.

Technically speaking, Diesel should be cheaper than petrol because Diesel is less refined than Petrol in distillation process and hence Diesel production is cheaper than Petrol production. But this production cost wise difference is smaller and difference that we see in India is larger and out of proportion because of the subsidization.

Petrol engines have better performance characteristics and lesser maintenance. Diesel produces more soot and is more sensitive to fuel and oil contamination, hence maintenance cost is higher. Also diesel engines produce more vibrations. Higher maintenance cost is also aggravated because of higher compression of the diesel engines. As there are no spark plugs in diesel engines, more compression is required to keep the engine running.

Diesel engines are mostly used in high power, slow acceleration vehicles and compared to Petrol, diesel have more resale value. All above arguments about diesel engines are getting more and more weaker with newer diesel engines which incorporate advanced technology like Common Rail Direct Injection (CRDI) and hence buying a diesel car is making more and more sense.

One interesting thing to note is, though, that diesel cars are costlier than petrol cars. Typically price difference is 80000rs to 100000rs in India. And also rate of growth of Petrol prices is much higher than that of diesel. As diesel price change has more impact on economy, government cannot change diesel prices very frequently and with same rate as that of petrol. Having petrol car affects you psychologically more. Because you pay higher per km, you think more before using a petrol car. In case of diesel you hardly need to worry about the fuel consumption as price you pay per km is much lesser than Petrol. Even when you compare public transport rates per km with that of diesel car, diesel is on par. This has huge positive impact on your mind and you tend to use your diesel car more frequently than equivalent petrol car.

After all above arguments I still feel that petrol car is more value for money than diesel cars. Hence couple of years back, I chose to go with petrol car. Diesel car purchase would become good deal only after certain period of time. To achieve this break even(because you pay higher for diesel engine) it might take 2yrs to 5yrs depending on usage. My recommendation is, only if you have 15000km running per year, you should go for a diesel car.

Here is some interesting maths, which can prove my point -
Following is the total cost to travel 500km by both fuels, with current fuel rates in Pune :
2737.69rs : with petrol, distance - 500 km, price - 71.18rs/litre, 13kmpl avg
1271.47 : with diesel, distance - 500km, price - 43.23rs/litre, 17kmpl avg
hence difference : 1466 for 500km i.e. 2.932rs/km difference
Initial price diff between petrol and diesel car - 80000rs
hence, you need 27285.12 km running before diesel car is more profitable.

Some of you might not agree with average of diesel and petrol engine. Hence following is revised calculation which is more in favour of diesel cars because these averages are not realistic -

cost to travel 500km by both fuels, with current fuel rates in Pune :
3235.45 : with petrol, distance - 500 km, price - 71.18rs/litre, 11kmpl avg
1080.75 : with diesel, distance - 500km, price - 43.23rs/litre, 20kmpl avg
hence difference - 2155 for 500km i.e. 4.312rs/km difference
Initial price diff between petrol and diesel car - 80000rs
hence, you need 18561.48 km running before diesel car is more profitable.

I have not considered higher maintenance cost associated with diesel(like diesel engine oil is costlier). Obviously if you own car for more than 5 yrs, eventually diesel car would turn out to be more profitable. But you should also consider that if you can invest 80000(difference between petrol and diesel car) in fixed deposit, it would generate enough interest. This interest you can again put in buying more petrol. This would mean that you would achieve the break even at even later stage. If you are buying car on loan then obviously this break even could take even longer.

Overall I favour Petrol car over Diesel, as of now at least.

P.S. : Before I conclude, some account of total spending I have done on my car(i10 magna, kappa engine oct 2007 purchase) in last two years - Insurance, 9000(second year), 7500(third year)
Paid servicing - once, 3000
Oil change - 900*3=2700
other expenses - some painting 2000, some stupid mouse ate by windshield fluid pipe which costed me around 300rs
Total expenses - 25000 in two years

Saturday, May 9, 2009

To touch or not, that is the question...

Its been long since I wrote anything... But that does not mean that I was not thinking, or I did not had any topics in my mind. More than anything else my main concern was, if at all anybody is reading my blog or not? and if at all it is useful for anybody... But nevertheless, I will still continue the my work...

I bought a touch screen phone a few days back. Its 5800 xpressMusic phone. I am not going to write phone review here. Its a nice phone, nicely balanced around price and functionality. Before deciding about this phone, I always wondered if touchscreen can replace/compete/outperform physical button based interface or not. Well, here is my answer to that.

Buttons are good to perform really fast actions like gaming and texting. And believe me there is no match to buttons. They are simply great, when looked from shear speed perspective. However touchscreen has its own advantages. Some of them are workarounds and not really answers.

On touchscreen usually you get the luxury of typing in full QUERTY mode or half QUERTY mode. Though speed might be slower than typical T9 button speed, its still comparable. Especially so in India because, while texting we many times use hindi/native language/abbriviations. These are really hard to type with multitap. So here touchscreen comes to the rescue. My take is, touchscreen is not a that bad option either.

Gaming, well here physical keypad wins. But having touchscreen exposes some totally new perspective for gaming, and makes playing a few games much more enjoyable. For example, playing sudoku or battleship on touchscreen is amazing. No irritating key presses in succession. In case of games, which require fast user input, though are difficult to enjoy. For example, tetris or snake at higher levels becomes boring. It might be challenging, as still you might struggle to keep the pace, but overall things are slower.

Another thing to note here is, on TS your finger/stylus touches the screen and blocks the view. Especially for gaming this is irritating. However sometimes you get the privilege of random access(as you can directly jump from one place to another) and hence you can do things faster than normal keypad.

Browsing, GPS, calculator like 'jumpy' applications, typing URLs, choosing from n options is very straightforward on touchscreen.
Finally, I would say that touchscreen is slightly more productive in general. Also touchscreens are really big, but there is limitation on size of screen for normal keypad based phone. Phone cannot grow beyond 8in x 5in and some place is always need to be reserved for keypad. Hence total screen area is ALWAYS smaller on keypad based phone. And having more screen area is much more advantageous.

I cannot comment about durability, but here I think physical keypad would win. For all practicle purposes though touchscreen might not fail either...

Closing comments, I would also like to comment about capacitive verses resistive touchscreens. 5800 uses resistive and omnipresent iPhone uses capacitive. Here too, in the long run I feel that resistive screen is better option. And always stylus should be bundled with any touchscreen based phone.

Capacitive touchscreens are more responsive, make no mistake about that. But resistive are not that bad either. After getting used to it, its not a that big deal. Just while tapping you need to use your fingernails, its more about getting used to it. Arguably resistive are more durable. Stylus is a must as viewing web pages, or playing games like sudoku is very easy with stylus. I wonder how it could be done efficiently without stylus. Even if screen is capacitive, when precise touching point is needed, there is no alternative for resistive screen.
So here too, I would say resistive touchscreens with stylus are preferable.

Monday, December 8, 2008

We... The 'Responsible' Citizens of India

I don't understand this... Last 2 weeks, everybody is blaming politicians, military, intelligence, national security agencies etc. This blame game is going on and on... People blame media, police, some people blame themselves... The only visible and prominently striking thing out of this is that we lack integrity... All of us! Nobody would accept this. Civilians feel that they understand everything, they protest, they head rallies against politicians, police... This is never ending...

What I was most frustrated by, was the manner in which this so called responsible middle and upper middle class is protesting. It leaves me nothing but frustration...
This class always thinks that they are the most ideal clan, they do nothing wrong and they know and understand everything! I don't know why they think so...

This particular class is literally misusing its hard earned reputation. Reputation that many of its members are well educated, at high position in society and that they are docile and hence sensible and mature and so forth... They use SMS, email, internet to show their anger and everybody gives them publicity; which they don't deserve!

They know nothing about politicians, police... still they keep on blaming them. They don't understand the cultural, religious fabric of India, they don't know anything about social engineering, they don't understand caste politics, they don't understand geographical and even historical complications. They don't understand that this huge functioning anarchy would crumble down under its own weight if any extremity is followed! And surprisingly feel that they know what politics is, and blame all democratic institutions, politicians! Without understanding what goes underneath... They simply overlook ability of politicians to handle people, their ability to keep people interested and hopeful about them, that they do what is required. That they are the most able managers! They don't understand that this is the essence of democracy, not to follow any extremities, neither good nor bad! That capitalism and USA are the bigger culprits than anything else!

Lets look at police. These so called responsible citizens don't understand their problems, they don't know that they work for 12hrs a day. When there is need, these citizens are always ahead to exploit police with their 'contacts'. They don't understand their work pressure, that they don't seat in AC rooms, that they can't maintain their cool when they people flock to them with their comparatively small problems, that they handle bad elements with their crude but effective manner!

This becomes even more surprising, when one sees how insensitive these responsible citizens are about things which belong outside of their circle! They never travel by state transport, they need not wait for water which comes for only half an hour each day, they don't know that there are villages where people are totally dependent upon monsoon, they don't know that their is no connectivity in any form is there for them, road, electricity, phone are luxuries for them...
They don't care about African nations who suffer from cholera, diarrhea , malnutrition; or even about people from their country...
Nor about pollution, plastic, environment etc. They have never seen countryside; never seen 'aamachi maati aamachi manasa'; never went for off beat cinema; don't know folk music; haven't read even a single book in their mother tongue!

Is having no electricity for 10hrs a less important issue? But these responsible citizens never protest, never show their anger in such cases! They feel the heat only when they want to! They see and feel the sorrow and suffering around them only when it starts hurting them !
and still somehow they feel that they understand everything! And they are absolutely sure that they would do things better if they get opportunity...

I am not saying that all this protest, anger against politicians, police, intelligence is wrong. We need to improve and we need to improve a lot. And there are real responsible peopl in this class. But I can't support this sudden anger in these so called responsible citizens, when I can see that they themselves lack integrity, that they never show responsibility, that they always whine and blame system, that they are not mature...

And I feel even more frustrated when I see that these people are absolutely confidant that they can change the system without understanding it! To the hell with these responsible citizens!

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Has Marathi found new wings?

I was thinking about this for quite some time now.
I seriously feel that Marathi has found new wings to rise from wherever it was... Well I am not saying that it rose from ashes, not at all; Situation was not really that bad, however I should admit that there was a time when I could see Marathi nowhere... It was not used in public and most importantly we did not had it in our hearts! The most important place where it should be!

However I see a huge change happening... As its well clear from one of my previous posts(one of the best ways to force reader to spend more time, add self references ;) ), I am from Marathi medium school. I am not saying that my English was good(and not at all saying that I am good at English now), but at least as I realized afterwards, that very few people actually know English as a language... To really know that language one should feel it in their your heart, whatever one think and do should be in that language. I certainly feel that many English medium school people lack that. Just reading a few pulp fiction novels, watching a few popular Hollywood movies, and using English and some desi language is definition of knowing English for them.
So I was and am very happy that I don't belong to this hybrid(or dhedgujari, oh! is it casteism?) category. Which don't understand their mother tongue, and hence fail miserably to understand their own culture(culture includes, understanding music, books etc). There are exceptions of course.
Same is true for Hindi speaking population, they don't even read Hindi!

I was sometimes doubtful regarding my love about my mother tongue. Sometimes I felt like I am going nowhere. I mean there were no fellow followers, I felt deserted.
Nevertheless I was very much self confidant and happy about my stand, and never regretted it.
For some time, even I was convinced that Marathi is dying slow death. Everywhere I could see senior Marathi veterans asking to rejuvenate Marathi language, asking Marathi youth to learn and respect Marathi, expressing grief that there is no fresh crop of Marathi writers, poets etc. Marathi certainly had lost its golden era when there were likes of PL Deshpande, Babuji, Shrinivas Khale, Gadima etc and I could see no ray of hope...

But now I feel that situation has changed for good. May be because of the efforts those eminent people made to promote Marathi or whatever. And hope that this change would remain with us.

Marathi is finding new identity all over India. There was no dearth of Marathi people in any area except politics anyway. Marathi speaking people contributed and sometimes dominated all fields, be it history, cricket, cinema, freedom fighters, photographers, movie artists, music, scientists etc.

But sometime in between, Marathi lost its charm, Marathi was ignored...
I believed that Marathi is going to go away, for one there was not enough people contributing to Marathi, and for second, Marathi youth ignored(or was ashamed of) it.
As for example Punjabi might not be that great as a language(I don't mean insult, looking from no of creations in Punjabi like books, quality music, novels etc) but because Punjabi is so celebrated; Punjabi youth is not afraid of talking in Panjabi. I wish same should happen to Marathi but the reason should be the first one that I mentioned.

Now I can see and feel the change.
Salil and Sandeep changed marathi music scenario completely, they were the pioneers. And afterwards Ajay-Atul contributed to it. Marathi cinema and music is now recognized as music with content and not just extravagance, not just show off.

Marathi actors, directors, writers, choreographers, cinematographers are contributing significantly to Bollywood too. However I should mention that Marathi actresses and models made their way and established themselves into Bollywood much earlier. Marathi girls are beautiful and smart is very well established. Also Marathi girls are modern, charming and intelligent and I am very proud of them! I must admit that Marathi boys fall way far behind when it comes to smartness, modernness and charm... Now people like Shreyas, Ritesh and Atul Kulkarni are establishing themselves.

In previous couple of years Marathi is getting recognized everywhere... Marathi channels have blossomed like mushrooms in monsoon. Now there are 10 Marathi channels, Sahyadri, Z Marahi, E tv Marathi, Saam Marathi, Mi Marathi, Star Maza, Z chovis taas, IBM Lokmat, Z cinema and now Star Pravah! Marathi has totally changed its face. Very few Marathi households now watch Hindi channels, almost all has switched to Marathi.

Add to this great reality shows like Sa re ga ma pa, Ekapeksha ek which highlighted their uniqueness by avoiding cheap publicity stunts and maintaining very high quality. Marathi has got new assurance now. This is pretty clear if one looks at quality equipments used, huge, flashy stages and expensive stage shows (like Mata Sanman, Z puraskar). And at the same time I must mention good quality that is evident everywhere, even news reporting is very mature...

After seeing all this I have started feeling that Marathi is re-establishing itself and that too with bang! I would have followed my Marathi love anyway, but it feels really good that what I believed in(as having great quality, and hence should not be lost) is proving its mettle. And I have many like minded fellows now!

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Beginners guide to Camera and Photography

I have not attended any photography course, not read even a single book on photography, nor own a SLR like camera.
But still for starters(because I definitely don't belong to that category), I feel that following tips would help them to understand photography in general(at least would shorten their learning curve). These are applicable for the Point and Shoot cameras(PAS), which most of us use. PAS is the term used for cameras that offer very basic manual settings and usually have 3x-5x optical zoom(and are affordable).

Things to look for while buying a new camera -

1) Never go only for brand names. 'Models' are good or bad, not brands. Though percentage of good models that a brand produces vary. On this standard, Canon, Nikon, and Sony are good brands, in the same order(thats not my personal opinion, thats what I found on internet)

2) Mega pixel does not indicate quality! You can find more information about this fact around internet. Megapixel means you are capturing more information(ie quantity) and not quality. Any mega pixel count past 5 is fine. And you probably wont notice the difference(unless you crop it, or zoom in, on actually print it on A4 size paper!). Other parameters for the quality are - color reproduction, level of detail, compression method, algorithm used(all these are image parameters, there are camera parameters too, like anti blur mode, image stabilizer etc)

3) Color reproduction is essential. Most of the point and shoot cameras(referred as PAS hereafter) don't support hue adjustment. And neither of them produce colors perfectly. Hence before buying ensure that colors that you see in the photograph are as close to real life as possible. Bad color reproduction means bad image quality (for me at least)

4) Time between two photographs, or how fast you can click consecutive photos is another measure that you would look for. Especially in India, when we try to capture that exact moment in festive season... it becomes really irritating to ask people to repeat/ or stop that moment for more than 3-4 seconds just to click a photo.

5) Auto focus hit rate should be high. Some cameras are really slow in this task, and some fail to do so for apparently no reason (low lighting could confuse camera and this is one reason that is expected, though). This is important, because in PAS cameras, you don't have any option to adjust the focus. If camera does not get it correct, then there is nothing much you can do, except clicking multiple photos and crossing your fingers that one of them would be good. Ensure that auto focus is working reliably.

6) Size, battery life, view finder, LCD size - These are other few things you should look for. Size should be small enough so that you can slide it into your pocket occasionally. Battery life should support at least 100 photos without flash. And preferably it should have view finder so that you can save battery(for more information - LCD consumes a lot of battery power, you can switch it off, and use view finder instead), if you need to. You can review your photograph more easily and with lesser time on bigger LCD.

7) Battery life indicator - some cameras have only have two/or three level indicators, i.e. they would start complaining only when battery is empty. This is annoying as you cannot plan your photos in such a case. When there is battery low warning, you would hardly be able to click a few(around 10-20 in most cases) photographs.



Tips to click a good photograph -

Probably you can find better tips elsewhere, but here are a few tips from my side, which are not very technical and which are especially applicable for PAS cameras.

1) Never use flash, if you want 'real' photographs. Flash illuminates objects in inconsistent manner(the flash that is built in). Hence avoid flash as long as possible.(of course, there are situations where using flash would get you better photos than not using it).

2) While capturing the photo, 'half press' the capture button. This would focus your camera on the subject. Now wait for the moment that you want to capture and then at that moment press the button completely. This way you can capture the exact moment. If you do this process in one go, then camera first focuses on the subject and then captures the image. This focusing process requires time and this is the reason photo appears to have been captured after you have pressed the button. Understand the working and you can click better pictures...

3) Never have source of light in front of the camera. PAS cameras have light sensor, which adjusts the exposure time. If light is in front, then camera thinks that there is enough light, and reduces exposure time. But your subject is not exposed to light and hence subject appears black.

4) Night mode is of no use! Understand this. Night mode increases the exposure time to almost(and at least) 1/4 sec. You cannot hold your hand still for such a long period. and hence images captured would always be blurry in such cases. Use flash in such cases. Keep camera on usual setting(auto) and try to keep your hand steady. This would give you the best possible photo(auto mode automatically adjusts the necessary settings).

5) If you find your first photo unsatisfactory, click 2-3 more. Usually camera would click better photo next time. This happens as internally camera adjusts all the parameters for each photo, but this process takes some time, and not perfect always.

6) Ask your subject to be still if there is insufficient light. Camera increases exposure time in low light conditions, and hence if the subject moves, you would always see blurry/ghost images.

7) Use only optical zoom, digital zoom is marketing gimmick. Using digital zoom is like cropping the image. Also make sure that your hand is steady when you zoom in. Zooming makes camera very sensitive to hand vibrations(and it is directly proportional to zoom factor). To understand this, think about angle...

8) No digital camera can captures crystal clear images indoor. Indoor light is always insufficient for camera, and hence 70% of the times your images wont be crystal clear, unless you take enough care.

9) And last, but very important, composing, angle and lighting are the things that make a great photo. Any average camera can produce excellent photograph... it depends more on the photographer than camera! Understand and accept this!

Movies I liked

Its not that I have been watching movies for many years(well, I am not that old...). It was only the days of engineering that I started watching movies.(By movies, I mean real movies, not just movies that we watch on weekends to socialize(better word for timepass ;-) ). Those were the days when I first started appreciating movies, but then at that time I had to watch movies that others already have... there was no choice, as there was no internet... Even if somebody recommends a movie, there was no guarantee that someday you would actually watch that movie....

This latter changed, when I had my own internet connection, and thanks to the bit torrent, now I could get any movie that I want...(well almost any).

Movie as a medium of expression, is very different from books, and essentially I don't like the idea of comparing movies, with their books. Or in general trying to compare movies and books. Both have their pros and cons. Movies are directed, stories are told. In movies director tries to explain his own interpretation, and that is the very fact that makes movies different. Books leave interpretation open to readers, and hence readers imagine whatever they think of, which latter movies cannot conform with, and hence the disappointment...

I would enlist here some of my favorite movies. Most of them are English. Hindi cinema has still not matured enough from my perspective(well, it still lacks integrity). This does not mean that it lacks quality, but it seriously lacks story line. I mean Hindi movies are perfect for the audience they are targeting, but stories are pretty predictable, subject is very common and so on.
I am not listing parallel cinema here, and frankly speaking I have not seen much of them(this is one area I would like to explore, inputs are welcome)

I would categorize movies at very low granular level, and it would be interesting for anybody to watch movies in one category and then compare them(I would appreciate comments if any). First line represents summary as a feeling that you would have at the end of the movie. Actually most of them are very popular and hence I would have liked to avoid them, but at least few of them are non main steam. But it seems that its very difficult to avoid these main stream movies completely...

1) Memory, the ultimate thing that gives us the meaning
Memento, Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind

2) Whoa! my perspective was totally different
Matrix(part one), Sixth sense, The Others

3) Violence... is this the solution?
Munich, Hotel Rwanda

4) True story? It cant be true
Motorcycle Diaries, Raid on Entebbe, Catch me if you can, American Gangster

5) You cannot escape the death
Final Destination

6) Animation it its best!
Toy Story(1 and 2), Finding Nemo, Madagascar

7) The beautiful face of the human relationship
Dil Chahata Hai(between three friends), Swades(he and his country), Taare zamin par(teacher and his dyslexic student), Crash(between different elements of society), Dor(two young girls), Babel

8) Love... you gotta feel it!
Serendipity, Love Actually, Dilwale Dulhaniya Le Jayenge

9) History was amazing!
Kingdom Of Heaven, Troy, The Last Samurai

10) War... the ultimate mirror of human capabilities
Saving Private Ryan, Enemy At The Gates

11) Fantasy...
Lord of the Rings(all three parts), Van Helsing, Pirates of the Caribbean(all parts)

12) Scifi is terrific!
Matrix(all parts), Jurassic Park, Terminator(part one), Transformers

13) Comedy
Chaos Theory, Herapheri, Hungama, Love ke liye sala kuch bhi karega

14) Miscellaneous
The Godfather, Sarkar, Goodfellas, The Bourne Identity, Cast Away, Cliffhanger, Gangajal, Mumbai meri jaan, Johny Gaddar

15) Marathi
Bindhast, 10vi pha, Dombivali fast, Shwaas, Checkmate,

(This does not list all the movies, I would like to update it from time to time, any comments are most welcome)

The thing that gives us the meaning - Our Memory...

I recently saw a fantastic movie - 'Memento', which refreshed the memory(yeh, I still have it crystal clear, but for some time, I did check if I do remember things correctly! For those who have not seen 'Memento' you will understand latter...) of the other great movie that I have seen - 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind'

I can't fully say that I truly understand what directors(or writers) of these movies had really in their mind. But I see apparently disconnected connection here.

Both of these movies talk about memories, of course from human perspective. How important memory is for our existence? Well, as we all can imagine, memory is essential, to do our daily work and stuff. But there is more deeper meaning to our memory and these movies try to concentrate on this same fact.

Memento essentially talks about how something like short term memory can affect your life, and how something which appears so trivial to us is so important! I think this idea might have been originated from computer science's secondary memory and primary memory concepts(or at least this was the first thought that came into my mind...) CS guys can understand and appreciate what I really mean.
The guy shown in this movie(Lenny) has his secondary memory intact but he does not have any usable short term memory and he cannot add more data into his secondary memory either. The story revolves around this guy, his 'condition', what he does and finally solves all the mystery...
Direction is brilliant(if you can appreciate it, else pathetic), story line proceeds in layered manner and that too in backward direction and in pieces. Overall its not really easy to understand what is happening. But I think this is one of the way director is just trying to showcase why your short memory is important!

Eternal sunshine is somewhat different. It uses similar and weird direction technique of layers along with pieces. But here the guy(it's Jim Carey!) has all his memory intact but he is undergoing memory erasing operation(thinking that it would ease his situation). His girlfriend too, has gone similar memory erasing operation. At the end they both erase each other from their memories but when they meet again, they fall in love again to complete the cycle.
(about direction style, very famous 'Pulp fiction' also has this weird non linear direction style, but pulp fiction is way to difficult understand and appreciate in one go)

'Finding Nemo'(one of my most favorite movie) also has this short term memory loss concept, but it has been used cleverly to entertain and hence it does not highlight deeper impacts this same thing.

This memory is so important to us, still we always take it for granted, but without memory we have no meaning! Whatever we do, has meaning just because we can relate it to something... which just brings me to other conclusion that if we can just forget something, we can start all over again... no regrets, no despair, no anger!

Memory is the very thing that gives us the meaning.

From CS perspective, we have achieved the Memento thing. And that is the reason we still say that AI can never compete with human intelligence. Lenny's system is like current AI, based on fixed set of rules, it has the ability deduce, but it could all blow up one day(like Lenny makes correct decision most of the times, but not always), without violating any of the rules. The three fundamental principles of robots don't stand a chance in such case. Which brings us to the very question that, how would you know what you are doing is correct?(think from classical philosophical perspective) From coding perspective, if your objects state is not correct, your methods would never return correct output! Whatever we do, think, is only from our perspective and we just assume that its correct and respond(that is the reason of all this friction and anger between all humans), but what if somebody is setting objects state(i.e. us) already? We have our own system of interpretation, and hence we would proceed with our algorithm(like the Lenny's) and think that everything we are doing is correct! What we don't understand is that we were tricked into it... we feel like we have taken decision... we have our own control(and from limited perspective we do have, but from broader perspective we don't)(remember 'Choice is an Illusion, created by those with power for the powerless', by Merovinjian in Matrix reloaded ) and thats what spirituality talks about(and perhaps astrology too!). The interpretations are endless for me...

the Lenny guy is like a computer program calling itself again and again and changing variable state in each iteration. each time it modifies variables and produces different output, but after all its not completely random. Output depends upon initial state.(is this what astrology talks about?)

And if its so fragile, so why not just use to for better purpose? If not having short memory can have such deep impact, then why not clear all sad, things that we don't want to remember from our brain?(or at least pretend that they are not there) it would make our life so much better....

PS - Gajini is such a bad plagiarism and such a great insult of the Memento, that I feel like I should drag makers of Gajini to court!

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

कधी कधी...

तुमच पण कधी कधी असच होत का हो?

म्हणजे तुम्ही खूप काही अपेक्षा न ठेवता वगैरे काहीतरी करता, आणि खरच तुमचा 'कर्मण्येवाधिकारस्ते मा फलुषु कदाचन' वगैरे गोष्टिंवर विश्वास असतो किंवा 'मी हे सगळ माझ्या आनंदासाठी करतो' अशी पण तुम्ही स्वत:ची समजूत घालून घेता. एखादा षड्रिपू तुमच्यावर हल्ला करायला आला की तुम्ही पळुन न जाता त्यालाच चितपट करता. किंबहुना निस्वार्थीपणा, तत्त्व तुमच्यात अगदी साखरआंब्यासारखी मुरलेली असतात. लोक तुम्हाला चाखून जातात आणि त्यांच्या चेहर्यावर आलेला गोडवा पाहून तुम्ही खूष होता. कधीतरी शालेत वाचलेली सुभाषित, सुविचार आठवतात. ते वाटसरुला सावली देणार झाड वगैरे आठवत आणि तुम्ही स्वतः खूष होता... स्वतःवरच...

किंवा असही होत कि अवघड जागेला तुम्ही इतरांच्या मदतीसाठी उभे रहाता. लोकांना आधार देउन वर जायला मदत करता. खालच्या लोकांनाही हात देउन वर आणता. तुमच्यासाठी हे खाली-वर वगैरे सगळ सापेक्ष असत. आणि तीच लोक नंतर धन्यवाद देउन निघून जातात. पण ती लोक मनानी काही वाईट नसतात. शेवटी कुणीच वाईट नसत. पण ते पुढे निघुन जातात, तुम्ही कसे वर याल याची काळजी न करता. तुम्ही म्हणता, त्यांना कदाचित ईतर काम असतील, तुमच्यासाठी थांबले नाही म्हणून बिघडल कुठे? तुम्ही मदत केलीत ना... आणि तुम्ही स्वतः खूष होता... स्वतःवरच...

मग कधीतरी तुम्ही असेच चित्र काढत बसलेले असता. तुम्ही खरच खूप सुंदर चित्र काढता. लोकांनाही ते आवडत, लोक येतात, वहावा करतात. तुमच्याबरोबर फोटो वगैरे घेतात. आणि निघून जातात. तुम्हाला लोक नमस्कार करतात, हात जोडतात, तुम्हाला खूप आदर देतात. पण कोणीच तुमच्याबद्दल, तुमच्या चित्राबद्दल काहीच विचारत नाहीत. लोकांनी तुमच कौतुक केल ना? तेच तुमच्यासाठी खूप असत, तसही तुम्ही फळाच्या अपेक्षेनी काहीच करत नसता... आणि तुम्ही स्वतः खूष होता... स्वतःवरच...

कदाचित असही होत की तुम्ही एकटेच रस्त्यानी जात असता. कुठुनतरी तुमच्याच दिशेनी जाणारा जथा येतो माणसांचा. मग तुम्ही तुमचा वेग कमी करता. त्यातल्या प्रत्येकाशी बोलता, गप्पा मारता अर्थात तुमचा वेग कमी ठेवूनच. पण लोक 'आलोच' म्हणतात आणि पुढे जातात. तुम्ही कुणाची वाट नाही पहात, पण तुम्ही वेग वाढवतही नाही. तुम्ही त्या जथ्यातल्या प्रत्येकाशी तसेच बोलत रहाता, तितकच लाघवीपणे, मनापासून. कारण तुम्ही सगळ तुमच्या आनंदासाठी करता, लोकांच्या आनंदातच तुमचा आनंद असतो. तो जथा पुढे निघून जातो. दुसरा येतो. तुम्ही तसेच बोलत रहाता. याच आनंदात की आधी मी एकटाच होतो, आता माझ्याबरोबर कितीतरी लोक आहेत... आणि तुम्ही स्वतः खूष होता... स्वतःवरच...

म्हणजे तुम्ही खरच खूप चांगले असतात. बाकीचे पण ते मान्य करतात. आणि अर्थातच बाकिचे पण चांगलेच असतात. पण मग अस असेल तर तुम्ही कोणालाच 'आपले' का नाही वाटत? कोणी तुम्हाला त्यांच्याबरोबर घेऊन का नाही जात? कदाचित तुम्ही त्यांना फारच आदर्श वाटता, रस्त्यावरचा लोकांना मदत करणारा फलक एकटाच असतो. अशी तुम्ही तुमच्या मनाची समजूत घालता... पण यावेळी मात्र तुम्ही स्वतःवर खूष होत नाही....

खरच होत का हो तुमच अस कधी कधी?

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

किल्ले कुर्डुगड (kurdugad)



आता आम्ही कोण कोण होतो वगैरे सांगत बसत न बसता, सरळ मुद्यावरच येतो.

कुर्डुगड रायगड जिल्ह्यात येतो. मुळशीवरुन ताम्हीणी घाट उतरुन कोकणात गेलो की विळे गावापासून माणगावचा फाटा लागतो(पुणे-विळे : ९१किमी). याच फाट्यावरुन पुढे गेल कि जिते गावाचा फाटा लागतो.(विळे-जिते: २५किमी) जिते गावापासून किल्ल्यावर जायची वाट सुरु होते.(जिते फाटा-जिते : ११किमी)
मात्र किल्ला जिते गावापासून दिसत नाही. किल्ल्यावर जायची वाट २ टप्यात किल्ल्यावर जाते. पहिला टप्पा जिते-कुर्डुवाडी(९०%) आणि दुसरा कुर्डुवाडी-कुर्डुगड(उर्वरीत १०%). ST च्या उपलब्धतेबद्दल काही ठोस माहीती नाही. जित्याहुन किल्ल्यावर पोहोचण्यास सुमारे २.५ तास लागतात.

जिते गावातून गडावर जाण्यासाठी डावीकडील दुसर्या डोंगरावर जायला लागत. छायाचित्रात जिते गाव आणि पहिला डोंगर दिसतो आहे.


From उगाच इकडच तिकडच



ही वाट विजेच्या तारांखालून मात्र जात नाही(आम्ही तारांखालून वर जायचा यशस्वी प्रयत्न केला, पण वाट तिकडुन नाही). जुनी वाट दरड कोसल्यामुळे बंद झाली असली(आम्ही गेलो तेव्हा [जुलै २००८] हि वाट बंद झालेली होती) तरी आता नविन वाट तयार केलेली आहे. माथ्याजवळ वाट कड्याच्या पोटातून उजवीकडे जाते.

छायाचित्रात कुर्डुगड आणि पाठीमागे सह्याद्रीची मुख्य रांग दिसते आहे.



कुर्डुगड किंवा विश्रामगड सह्याद्रीच्या मुख्य रांगेत नाही. तस बघायला गेल तर कुर्डुगड कोकणातच म्हणायला हरकत नाही कारण सह्यधारेपासून कुर्डुगड बर्यापैकी सुटा झालेला आहे. (छायाचित्रात सह्यधारा मागे दिसते आहे)
कुर्डुवाडी पर्यंत मुख्य चढण आहे. कुर्डुवाडी एक छोटस गाव आहे, तिथे पोचायला कच्चा रस्तादेखिल अस्तित्वात नाही. कुर्डुवाडीतून गड अगदिच जवळ म्हणजे १० मिनिटांच्या अंतरावर आहे. छायाचित्रात दिसणारा सुळका म्हणजेच गड आहे.

गडावर पहाण्यासारख मात्र फार काही नाही. किल्ल्याचा घेर लहान आहे आणि सपाटी फारशी नाही. किल्यावर खूप बांधकाम देखिल नाही. जातानाचा मुख्य दरवाजा पडलेला आहे(पहा).

दरवाजातून गेल्यावर वाट जवळ जवळ संपते. तिथून पुढे किल्ल्याच्या डाव्या अंगानी वाट पुढे जाते आणि नंतर वर चढते(पहा).

इथे हनुमानाची भंगलेली मुर्ती आहे, मात्र मुर्तीला मंदिर नाही. मूर्ती अत्यंत सुंदर आहे. एकंदर ठेवणीवरून प्राचीन देखील असावी. पुढे बुरुजावर(दरवाजावरील बाजूला दिसणार्या) जायला वाट आहे. किल्ल्यावरील सुळक्यावर जायला सोपी वाट नाही(कदाचित कडा कोसळल्यामुळे बंद झाली असावी). मधील सुळक्यावर गुहा आहेत.

कुर्डुगडावरून दिसणार सह्याद्रीच रौद्ररुप पहाण्यासाठी(अनुभवण्य़ासाठी नव्हे, अनुभवण्यासाठी ढाकच्या बहिरीला जायला हव), निसर्ग सौंदर्यासाठी तिथे एकदा जायलाच हव...

(सर्व छायाचित्रे साई गणेश यांच्या सौजन्याने)



Friday, June 27, 2008

आम्ही साले non co-ed वाले

मी तसा को एड चा नाही. नाही म्हणायला यत्ता चौथी पर्यंत वर्गात हा दुसर्या प्रकरचा प्राणी असायचा, पण तेव्हा आम्ही इतके लहान होतो कि त्या प्राण्याकडे फारस कधी लक्शच गेल नाही. आणि आता तर त्यांचे चेहरेही आठवत नाहीत.

पण त्यानंतरची ६ वर्ष म्हणजे तर अर्धा वनवासच होता. आणि मजा अशी की त्यानंतरही तो तसाच चालू राहीला. आता याला वनवास म्हणायच कि नाही हा ज्याचा त्याचा प्रश्न आहे, पण सध्याची एकंदर मानसिकता बघितली, तर ते मान्य करण्यावाचून गत्यंतर नाही.
बहुतांश सगळीच असल्या अस्सल मराठी शाळांमधली मुल (पुण्याच्याच बाबतीत बोलायच झाल तर रमणबाग, मॉडर्न(ही फ़क्त नावतच मॉडर्न आहे), गरवारे, भावे वगैरे अफलातून शाळा) नंतरच्या आयुष्यात "कुणी एक गर्लफ़्रेंड देता का गर्लफ़्रेंड" असल्या अवस्थेत फिरत असतात. मुलींच्या बाबतीत काही कल्पनेला खूप वाव असला तरी फारशी काही माहीती नाही.

आता असल्या शाळांमधल्या मुलांना ८ ते १० मधे मुलांची मुलींकडे बघायची 'नजर' काय असते हे वेगळ सांगायची गरज नाही. याला अपवाद फ़क्त तुलनेनी मवाळ(म्हणजे केशव, साजूक तूप, चमन) मुलांचा. या वेळी वर्गात होणार्या चर्चा आणि माहितीची देवघेव ही अत्यंत शेलकी (आणि कोणी ऐकली तर हीन दर्जाची वगैरे) असते.

पण तरीही माझ्या अनुभवानुसार अशा मुलांमधे नंतर मुलींबद्दल जास्त आदराची भावना दिसते. जरी मुलींशी बोलण्याची हातोटी आणि सहजपणा कमी असला तरीही. म्हणजे एकूणच मुलींशी त्यांची interaction कमी असूनही त्यांचा समजूतदारपणा जास्त असतो.
याउलट इंग्रजी माध्यमाची मुल(आणि co-ed वाली) वागण्यात जास्त सहज असली तरी बेजबाबदार वाटतात.

तरीही मी इथे जे काही लिहितो आहे ते या व्यवस्थेच्या बाजुनी नाही, असल तर विरोधातच आहे.

याची आठवण यायच कारण म्हणजे एकतर मिलिंद बोकील यांच 'शाळा' हे पुस्तक आणि नुकतीच आलेली 'एकत्र शिक्षण पद्धती नसलेल्या शाळांमधील मुलांची प्रगती जास्त होते' ही बातमी. IQ वाढत असेलही कदाचित, पण EQ च काय? अशा या आपल्या 'अस्सल' शिक्षण देण्याच्या पद्धतीतून भावनांना महत्व न देणारे 'बैल' आणि भावना समजून देखील न घेऊ शकणार्या 'म्हशी'च निर्माण झालेल्या जास्त दिसतात.

नुकतच 'शाळा' पुस्तक वाचल्यावर मनात पहिली प्रतिक्रिया जी आली, ती या लेखाच शीर्षक बनली.
एकत्र शिक्षण न देण्याचे काही फायदे असतीलही कदाचित... पण शाळेतली ती वर्ष बरोबर मुली नसल्यामुळे खरच miss केली अस वाटल. त्यात दाखवलेल निरागस प्रेम आणि आकर्षण हे मनाला चटका लावून आणि त्याचबरोबर मनाला कुठेतरी आत आपण याचा(किंवा असा) अनुभव नाही घेउ शकलो याची रुखरुख पण देऊन गेल.
आता त्या वयात अस काही 'निरागस' वगैरे असू शकत का हा एक खरच अवघड प्रश्न आहे... पण तरीही निदान मुला मुलींना एकमेकांशी नैसर्गिकपणे वागण्याचा अनुभव तरी मिळाला असता.

कदाचित जर एकत्र असतो तर त्यातलीच कोणीतरी 'ती' आयुष्यभराची सोबती झाली असती किंवा एक मनातल सगळ समजून घेणारी मैत्रीण झाली असती असही वाटून गेल. आणि काहिच हाती लागल नसत तर निदान आयुष्यभर पुरणारी प्रेमाच्या निरपेक्ष भावनेची शिदोरी तरी मिळाली असती...

पण कुठल्याच नैसर्गिक भावनांना मान्य न करणारी आपली संस्क्रूती त्या भावनांना लहान असतानाच नष्ट करुन टाकते(प्रत्यक्ष आणि अप्रत्यक्षपणे). आणि त्यातूनच मुलांकडे संशयानी बघणार्या, आपलच वर्तुळ म्हणजे जग आहे समजणार्या, आत्मविश्वास गमावलेल्या, मुलांशी मोकळेपणानी बोलुही न शकणार्या आणि स्वताशीच कुढत बसणार्या मुली तयार होतात. त्यामानानी मुल मात्र तुलनेनी मोकळ्या आणि समतोल विचारांची(कदाचित बाहेरील जगाशी जास्त संबंध आल्यामुळे) तयार होतात म्हणायला हरकत नाही.

पण काहीही असल तरी या 'शाळा' पुस्तक शेवटी, च्यायला आम्ही साले non co-ed वाले हा असा काही काळजाला भिडणारा अनुभव घेउच शकलो नाही, आणि आम्हाला तसच बनवल्यामुळे कदाचित पुढच्या आयुष्यात पण असा प्रेमाचा अनुभव घेऊ शकणार नाही अशी भावना देउन आणि मन खूप अस्वस्थ करून गेल...

Thursday, June 19, 2008

सुरुवातीला...

तस विशेष काही घडल नाही...

बरेच दिवस blogging बद्दल ऎकल होत, वाचल होत, पण आज शेवटी ठरवलच की सुरुवात तरी करु. फुडच फुडे...

तस ब्लॉग लिहिण्यामागे हेतू (उदात्त वगैरे) आहे(उगाच खोट कशाला बोला :D ). पण ते नंतर कधीतरी...

मराठीमधे लिहिण बराहा (www.baraha.com) मुळे खूपच सोप झालय. ते पण एक निमित्त आहे ब्लॉगिंग सुरु करण्यामागे. पण त्याच बरोबर अस्सल मराठी विषयांबद्दल फार काही सापडत नाही महाजालावर हे देखिल कारण आहे. जस कि दापोलीमधे बघण्यासारख काय आहे? किंवा दुर्गा मधली भुर्जी चांगली की PD ची? किंवा अगदीच शाळा स्टाईलचा 'माझी राजगड सहल' वगैरे निबंध... अशा कशाबद्दलच फार काही मिळत नाही याच दु:ख पण होत.

आता सांगायला काही हरकत नाही की मी एक पुणेकर आहे, त्यामळे तस या ब्लॉगला विषयाच काही बंधन नाही(आणि कदाचित भाषेच पण). आणि त्याच बरोबर उच्च अभिरुचीची वगैरे अपेक्शा ठेवायला पण हरकत नाही(अस्सल पुणेरी माज!) पण उत्साह किती दिवस टिकेल ते मात्र माहीत नाही.

हा माझा मराठीत लिहायचा पहिलाच प्रयत्न(पहिलीतला वाटणार नाही अशी अपेक्षा आहे). तेव्हा क्रुपया फिरत फिरत आला असाल तर प्रतिक्रिया द्याव्यात ही विनंती.

ब्लॉगच्या विषयांबद्दल(माझ्या आवडी निवडीबद्दल) लवकरच लिहिन...